February 2010
67 posts
“From all I did and all I said
let no one try to find out who I was.
An...”
–
‘Hidden Things’, C. P. Cavafy, trans. Edmund Keeley/Philip Sherrard.
I have a short, mental list of quotes that I have helped me to endure my present state. The last three lines of this poem are among them. Maybe one day I’ll write them all down for you.
Love's Not the Way to Treat a Friend, Richard...
poetry365:
Love’s not the way to treat a friend. I wouldn’t wish that on you. I don’t want to see your eyes forgotten on a rainy day, lost in the endless purse of those who can remember nothing.
Love’s not the way to treat a friend. I don’t want to see you end up that was with your body being poured like wounded marble into the architecture of those who make bridges out of crippled...
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Celluloid Heroes — the Kinks
But please...
January 2010
35 posts
copycats:
Dig a Pony - St. Vincent (live)...
“Because the fact is you prop yourself up with your compulsions all the time!...”
– Dylan Moran, src
a few administrative notes:
yall can email me at jumpedtherabbit (a) gmail (dot) com if you want to or feel the need to.
I’ve also enabled the ask feature so you can knock yourself out there if you want.
I always get really nervous when I put posts like that out there. But maybe that’s healthy.
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desires and urges
Lately I’ve been wondering a lot: how much of this is me and how much of this is what’s done onto me? This isn’t an uncommon thing, I guess, for masochists and submissives, and, really, anyone on this spectrum, anyway, this isn’t an uncommon thing to be wondering about. As a victim of physical and emotional abuse I have to wonder if the things I want are a result of that...
sexartandpolitics:
I am good at panicking in the face of opportunity.
Seriously.
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I have two very important questions about...
• why does Captain Jack’s accent make me want to claw out my own ears?
• why was that weevil alien in the pilot episode wearing pajamas?
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should i name my little piggie Snuffleupagus or...
tiredofbeingignored:
(via ihatethismess)
David Bowie.
unsurprisingly, i’m w/ her!
closertotheocean:
tylercoates
The Magnetic...
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Why, oh college which I would like to attend, do...
Just, you know, just wondering. Because we exist and stuff. That’s all.
hey trans-guys
iragray:
do any of you guys pack? did you put out the cash for a prosthetic or did you diy it? i tried packing for work today and it looked a little stupid, like i had a boner haha.
nope. never have, probably never will. I have very little interest. I have no dysphoria wrt to my parts, though, and sexually I’ve got no interest in being the penetrator, so ymmv. if you have a lj, though,...
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oh god my life.
just got a fetlife. meandering about the RI listings, idly wondering how long it’ll be before I spot someone I know in real life.
found the girl i sort of dated in freshman year. back when she was a lesbian and I was a sexless cloud of hydrogen.
lostintransmission:
cassket:
Sufjan Stevens -...
Life Story by Tennessee Williams
nerbles:
tomatoface:
After you’ve been to bed together for the first time, without the advantage or disadvantage of any prior acquaintance, the other party very often says to you,
Tell me about yourself, I want to know all about you, what’s your story? And you think maybe they really and truly do sincerely want to know your life story, and so you light up a cigarette and begin to tell it...
the mountain goats, "ending the alphabet"
fuckyeahthemountaingoats:
We’ve got the brightest skylight like a vision of heaven on the evening sky and a clock tower two blocks from the spot where I’m standing tonight. The avenues are throbbing with people and the late sunlight makes them all look like angels and the transformation is seamless. They are unbearably bright. I can almost hear their voices as I walk past them all toward the...
Awkward.
Today I had to correct my boss about my salary. I’m not offended or anything, because we are all beyond exhausted, but oh god so awkward.
On the plus side, money.
lostintransmission:
Walk Through the Fire -...
hey there.
if you know me in real life:
i’d really appreciate it if you told me before reading this. just as a courtesy. or even after! but i’d appreciate it if you’d say if you’ve read or are intending to read this, is my point.
i would also appreciate it if you’d respect my wishes if i asked you not to read it. i probably won’t, but either way what you read here is at...
I'm not certain where to begin, here.
As I’ve said, I’m not new here. But I’ll give a slight refresher course anyway:
I live in New England and, since my bff is half-way across the country, I’m basically alone here and I am trying very hard to be okay with that without resigning to it.
I have my GED and no current plans for higher education as my brain is melting.
I’m a fella. I’m a giant queer,...
Hello.
I’m not really new here.