sometimes i feel like i work so hard to get through school (let alone get good grades) given how hard my brain is working against me. i’m not even going to a prestigious or especially grueling school, either, and i have to write page-by-page notes to retain any of the information in it, so hearing people goof off (how do you not do the reading two weeks in a row diaf) or get pissed off when everything doesn’t get handed to them (oh god you got rejected by MIT but Harvard emailed you again oh god you poor thing.) when i know i’m not only going to have to fight uphill to get myself through school, but also to make sure i learn everything i need to in a department so small.
basically wahwahwah i want to complain about shit.
